hmmm

so a lot of stuff has been going on. i havent really seen many of my friends recently cuz i have drivers ed every night. and my two best friends are always at camp. one of them came back a few days ago and she like recently became obsessed with another friend, jenny. and its becoming pretty annoying cuz shes kind of ditching her two best friends (jennifer and i). she didnt even ask me if i wanted to go tailgating with her and jenny. i found out from her facebook status. she was like "i have two extra tickets does anyone want to go?" like she didnt even think about inviting me. i couldnt have gone anyways, but still. and she took me up to her cottage last year and i was going to go up with her on the fourth of july of last year but i ended up not going. and this year i was like "im totally going up with you this year fourth of july" and she was like "oh, no. jenny already called it." i was like wtf. she didnt even know jenny for like 6 months. i like jenny and everything but sometimes she gets on my nerves. all she ever talks about is her boyfriend. its pretty annoying.

also, im going through another one of my johnny depp obsession phases. im pretty sure im going to send him a fan letter. i so ridiculous even saying this. im such a loser. i really want to meet him one day though.

SUMMER!

exams are over and school is out!! i think i did pretty well on all my exams....except english. which was the hardest exam EVER. i really, really hope that it didnt pull down my A. i just played violin at the graduation ceremony and it was not as bad as i thought it would be. i knew a lot of the seniors and my sister's boyfriend was also graduating. so im officially over my ex-bf. idk, it must have just been like a phase or something, i got over him. but now i think i might possibly like another guy. hes been my friend for a while and weve gotten really close (physically and mentally......) but the only problem is he kind of just got out a relationship that lasted almost a year. but whatever. well just see. and i probably wont see too much of him this summer because i have like anti-social summers where my parents make me do things like SAT prep. its actually not as bad this year. but they already yelled at me for like having a wild summer already...?whatever.