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didnt kiss him. we broke up. he said were better as friends. i dont exactly agree but w/e. were gonna stay as friends. soo.. yea. w/e. i was really upset at first. now i dont really care. i sppose u could say i got over him. these past few days have been a major turn off for me. i liked him less and less every day. all my friends and i know that sherry was sabatoging our relationship and thats part of why we broke up. it was a mutual break up. more later. idk wat to say right now.

confusion

so., yesterday my friend told me that danny was gonna break up with me if i didnt kiss by friday him or something because he though that i didnt notice him and that he liked me soo much more than i like him. [not true] then i talked to my other friend and she said that he said that he thought i was too good for him, he thought that i wanted the relationship to go fast when he wanted to go slow [ i want to go slow, not fast] but he thought otherwise. apparently he likes me a lot. but he thinks that its going too slow... IDK!! im sooooooo confused. and this is my first relationship. and he says hes gonna give it two weeks.. i think he wants the relationship to speed up 9we havent kissed yet..). so we aka all my friends are going to a friends house friday. and i was planning on kissing him there even before i found out he wanted to break up with me for those reasons. and i realized i really want to kiss him. so im gonna try to do it tmr..... idk!!! im nervous tho!.. ive never kissed a guy before. and i feel like the guy is supposed to kiss the girl first. i feel weird wen its me doing it.. HELP!

Fools Gold

i went to go see fools gold with danny yesterday..*sighs* it was amazing. he put his arm around me and then later i rest my head on his shoulder. it was so classic. and cute. ok. done now.

valentines day.

i thougth i should write about valentines day. mine was pretty good. how bout you? anyway the one bad thing about valentines day was that sherry got danny a giant hershey kiss. and she didnt even get her friends something that big. she gave the rest of us those big lollipops from walgreens that cost 1 dollar. wat was she trying to prove/do by giving danny (MY BOYFRIEND) a giant hershey kiss like that? ugghhhh. shes so annoying. she calls this one [popular] girl a bitch and then goes and pretends to be her friend. she sayd volley ball is a stupid sport and then almost trys out for the team. shes a hypocrit. she wears these preppy clips in her hair that dont do anything.. they arent clipping back her bangs! THEY JJUST HANG THERE! shes a big flirt. she flirts with ppl she knows her friends like. she blows off her friends for boys. I CANT STAND HER! and no one likes her anymore. but its hard to avoid her cuz our parents are friends. uUUGGGGGHHHHH

yippeee

danny asked me out on friday. im happy. i also want desperate housewives to be on... it stopped airing because of the writers strike. whatever. i can live without it. its kinda weird to b in a relationship.... this is my first one. hmm.. ill just wait and see