huh?

oh lordy lord, am i confused. so i thought that i just like the thought/idea of a boyfriend and not actually a boyfriend. but then im not sure if im over my ex. and i have no idea whether id like to have him back, or i just want a boyfriend. which is confusing. and im also not sure if i just want him back as a friend b.c. before we went out we were REALLY good friends. and now things are quite awkward between us. and obviously we were like 'lets stay friends" but its still always awkward, and im not sure what to do.....

im singleeee!!!!

ok, so my boyfriend and i just broke up. he initiated it, but im okay with it. i guess im in shock...sort of. but i really only liked the idea of having a boyfriend...not my boyfriend. okay, im going to bed now.

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so like last week, my friend jenny came over and so did the guy i like and i kind of realized that i actually do really like him, so i told him adn then he asked me out. yay? but now its really weird because i dont think i like him anymore. wtf is wrong with me? b.c. i really, really liked him last week. was i like pmsing or something? am i pmsing right now???

UGHHH