Annoying.....a little

um..... im kinda confused. Sherry has been really different lately, or its just me thinking shes different. I dont know which. She laughs at everything (ecspecially when a guy like Danny or this other guy who we're friends with says it). It's like laughing is her way of flirting, but im pretty sure i like Danny and she knows it. She also knows he likes her. And theres this other guy, who we're also friends with and she just keeps on flirting (aka laughing). At least im pretty sure shes trying to flirt when she laughs. People are always like "sherry ur so cute!" and sqeezing her cheeks (dont ask, its hard to explain) and i think shes letting it get to her head or something. Whenever someone says that she smile really big and look up (like ....being cute or something) . I'm pretty sure shes trying to flirt with her laughing thing, and its kinda annoying, escpecially when its danny(who i like). UGGGH i really dont know. this whole situation is really hard to explain

yay

yay, im going shopping with my friends tomorrow. We couldnt go today, we were gonna though... ok thats all i have to say.

Thanksgiving

yea, nothing new with me these days we have a break from school cuz of thanksgiving. tomorrow my family is driving down to chicago to visit some friends. and that sounds really exciting, but its not. they dont live in the city, they live in the suburbs, so dont even get to go shopping. Chicago without shopping! its terrible! lol, i want to convince my parents to let us stay until friday, so we can go shoppiing on black friday, otherwise we just drive home thursday night. itll b boring to visit my parents' friends. its always boring. ugh. if we r not staying in chicago, im totally gonna plan a trip to the mall with y friends on friday. but idk if my mom will let me, cuz last time i went shopping i got 40 dollar jeans. and she paid for them and she though they were expensive, because 40 dollars for jeans is alot. ooooooooooo i wannna go to the mall with my friends alot now. i gotta plan a trip right now.

sick

ugh, ive had a fever 4 the past 3 days, i fell like crap. the only good thing that came out of this was that i dont have to go to my violin lessons tonight. im still confused about the whole danny thing, i still need to give it more time to see if i actually like him. but i think that if i need to give it this much time and that im still really confused, that i might not actually like him. i dont know y im so confused.

confusion

soooo, im not sure if i still like daniel or not, i think that sub-conciously i dont WANT to like him. but im not sure. i think i need to give it a little more time. im still really confused. hmm... i should talk bout something else.... i dont have anythihng else to talk about. ok, well... thats it.

confused

so, i was with sherry on saturday nite, and i told her the whole story, me liking danny, danny liking her. and it was good and it was...w/e. and i went to school today, and i was trying to act normal round danny, but, i dont know.... its really hard to explain. today was...weird. i dont know if i even still like him, im confused. w/e

AAAAAAA confused need help 11-10-07

AAAAAAA at the dance last night danny asked me to dance with him, as a ffriend(b/c he likes my best friend sherry.....obviously) and so we danced to chasing cars and it was amazing, but, it makes it sooo much harder 4 me to get over him. BECAUSE HE LIKES MY BEST FRIEND (they r not goin out and she wasnt at the dance.) HHHEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPPPP wat should i do?????????????????????????? should i tell sherry i like him? im soooooooooo confused

mt life suxx a** 11-9-07

so today sucked like no other. i found out that guy i like (danny) like my best friend Sherry and sherry doesnt know i like danny. and sherry doesnt know danny likes her but he will probably ask her out... soon. he was gonna ask her to the dance to nite but she wasnt goin. i need help. the the hell should i do?

whoo jk rowling 11-8-07

today was stressful, i have stuff due for hw, that im not nearly done with and that i can only work on in school on the schools computers UGGGGGHHHH. oh and jk rowling is up 4 times person of the year, vote 4 her here http://www.time.com/time/specials/2007/article/0,28804,1672153_1674439_1674440,00.html
thats alli have to sya today.
im gonna get such a low grade on those assignments.
im not close to done with one of them, and its due really soon.

10-5-07 ....hhhhmmmmmm

so today was another day at school. mostly a bad day.... we were starting, eclipse ball in gym (using wooden rackets, a badmitton net and a rubber ball larger than a tennis ball, about the size of 3-4 tennis balls) and my gym teacher wanted to demonstrate to the class how to play and she picked me and 2 other ppl to get up and demonstrate real quick. so i was on one side with another person, gym teacher and other person on the other side. by the way, i play tennis, with lower nets and the ball bounces differently and a lot of other differences. so the ball bounced to my side and i was gonna hit it forhand, i got all ready and swung, like it was tennis, and i totally MISSED it, and everyone laughed. IT WAS TERRIBLE, so embarassing. its a good thing i dont blush. i think im over ben. i just need to stop thinking about him and try to avoid him. b/c im pretty sure i like danny. im just so confused. im not totally sure if i like danny.

ughhh 11-2-07

today was a really good, but also terrible day. Ben, the guy i was madly in love with last year and am really confused about this year (b/c i never talk to him anymore and i dont know if i like him or not) well, we were walking by each other in the hall i was going to go get a drink of water and he turned to look at me and pretended to laugh at me while we were walking, like snikering, but as a joke. and i was like, hey.....! (like hey, stop [[jokingly]] laughing at me. and i was drinking water from the blubber thingy and he stood behind me even tho he didnt want water, when i was done he started fake laughing at me again and he was staning sorta behind me and started playing with the hood of my sweatshirt. so i jokingly pushing him and ....(since we dont really talk anymore) he said , so hows this yr for u so far? i said, fine, and then (since im chinese and have a crazy math brain and go up to the high school every morning with someother ppl to take honors geo, even tho we r in 8th grade) he was like "nerd, nerddd..."., again jokingly and i was like, at least im smarter than u. (as u can see we always joke like this... i mean last yr when he was in my class and i was friends with him we would always joke like this). and all that time (after i drank water) i was walking back to my spanish class, which was the opposite direction of which he was supposed to be going and he was kinda walkingwith me to talk to me, and then he turned around to go back to where he was supposed to go. and yea... so i just was getting pretty much getting over him and liking danny and then he comes back into my life and talks to me, and i like him more and now im getting over him less. and i want to get over him, SOO BADLYYYY. i could have siad a lot more witty things to ben and flirted more, but i didnt think of my witty comments till our conversation was over. and now i have the perfect response to his questiona nd i thought of more things to say.... uggggggggghhhhhhh i need to get over him. GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stand liking him and not being able to talk to him, tho i think its a good thing b/c then i can get over him faster, but not if things like this keep happening, but i dont object to them that much, but i do object to them. UUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHH has anyone else been like this b4, someone neeeeeeeddddddsss to HELLP MEEEE!!!!! and im starting to like danny more, but not as much as ben. last yr i loved ben sooooooo mcuh and it wasnt just a sloww progressive thing where i start to like him more and more, within the coarse of 3 days, i was madly in love with him and i wantED HIM SO BADDD. and i dont know if i really like danny, i think its just a crush/short term thing(liking danny) i think ill get over danny, even tho i dont really want to get over him. i want to like danny so i can stop thinking about ben all the time. its not as bad as last yr tho, thats good. HELP

sfddr 11-1-07

ugh, my mom is soo stupid, she yells at me every time i have an atitude or a bad tone of voice, only cuz im frustrated and angry at other people, not her. its so stupid. i think i like danny, i think im over ben. but my friend went out with danny s o nothings gonna happen. UGH so he is like out of bounds. PPPOOOOOOOOPP. ugh, bad mood. gonna go....... week b4 that time.....