borrring, 10-29-07

today was just another boring day. im so confused abou hu i like. i dont know if i like danny or ben. i need to get over ben , hes popular, and im not. I NEED HLEP GETTING OVER HIM!!!!!! HELPPPP, seriously, someone needs to give me some advice. anyone have an idea of wat to do????????????? and i dont think danny likes me anyway.

trick or treat, 10-28-07

so today i have chinese school its so boring, but i get to leave early cuz today is trick or treating
im going with sum of my friends. trick or treating will never get old, and then, im gonna watch desperate housewives, i watch it every sunday. do any of u guys watch it? i want to know wat happend to dylan, my theory is that her father abused her adn then she got a concusion or something so she cant remember her life. If i were her mom though, and i was trying to hide it, i would kinda teach dylan wat she had forgotten otherwise everyone would find out. so that was a stupid move on her part..

...10-27-07

so today nothing happened, I tried to hem my own pants and it kinda worked!! I did it by hand too, our sewing machine is 700 yrs old and i probably wouldnt have been able to work it anyway, so i did it by hand it turned out ok, i still have to fix it alittle....

SHOPPING, 10-26-07

omfg, my mom brought my friend and I shopping today and i got so mcuh stuff im sooo excited. ok, so we went to this mall like 20 min away from our house. i got a shirt from abercrombie and fitch for 15 dollars, a shirt from hollister for 17 dollars, the one from hollister is reslly cute its a babydoll shirt thats whit (ugh, i sound like im totally following trends, but im not kidding im not like that where all i care about is brand names and always follow trends, i think thats really annoying im soo not like that, i shop 4 cute clothes, i shop at forever 21 alot but the store in the mall was closed for renevation) and i got those jeans that i wanted from hollister ugggghh for 40 dollars that is soooo expensive but i thought they were soo cute. they r called venice low rise they r dark wash jeans (i wanted dark wash jeans before they were in style so im still not following trends if thats what you think) and then my mom wen shopping again at like kohls andgot me another pair of jeans, 15 dollars (im surprised i thought she woulnt buy me anything fo like a million yrs cuz of those 40 dollar jeans) and she got me a white sweater from GUESS (ik.......crazy, i dont own anything from those top designers till now) ok, and our family is soooo NOT rich cuz it kinda sounds like it when you hear my getting Guess clothes and 40 dollar hollister jeans but we r soo not rich, like at all

No school today 10-25-07

omfg
violin lastnight was terrible im not even gonna go ino details. I want to go shopping with my friends at the mall tomorrow, idk if my mom is gonna let me. I think she will though. I want these jeans from hollister, but they r 40 dollars, that is sooo expensive, i never buy things that expensive, my mom says thats way too expensive and she might buy them 4 me. Do u think i should get them?? ok, well gtg now

Half day! 10-24-07

today was a half dy at school. so im home early. i just was looking at clothes online at ae.com that store is sooo expensive, but cheaper than hollister and abercrombie and fitch. Their clothes r cute but ridiculously overpriced. I dont really have much to say, oh, i have violin lessons today. I hate them. my mom is always yelling at me to ractice violin. its so annoying. i would like it so much more if she wasnt always yelling at me to practice. Does anyone know whati should do to make myself want to practice or not resent it so much??? i really am so annoyed. and then, when i go to private lessons i sometims do bad and my mom gets soo angry at me. UUUGGGGH and then she makes me practice more I want to get better at violin and stuf its just that i dont really enjoy practicing....at all. HELP!, so thats all i have to sayy......

...today, 10-23-07

wow....im bad at thinking of titles for my blog entries.....so today i went to a nursing home for this community service thing and yea.. we were put into 2 groups and i was seperated from my best friend and the guy i liked last yr but am confused about this year b/c i barely talk to him. I was in the same group as the guy i think i might start to like.... so im kinda confused bout both. But i guess its a good thing i was seperated from guy 1 cuz, i relaly need to get over him, hes popular and its not like anything is gonna happen between us. but, guy 2 is one of my friends. if he ever asked me out, i dont know if i would say yes because my friend went out with him last year and broke up with him. isnt that like a [girl] rule of life?? can't go out with ur friends ex's??ugh, my dad is such a stupid butt face (i would swear but are we allowed to on this blog thing?) I formatted an article for a maazine and he reformatted it and changed ALL of it and now it looks stupid and wont change it back, hes such a little baby. he acts like a little kid, always has to have his way even if his way is sooooo stupid. OK so, im gonna tell u bout my friends and stuff. My best friend, Sherry(not using real names) ive known her since 2nd grades shes also chinese so we have a lot im commen we do so much together. another friend, emily is the one that went out with guy 2 that i think im starting to like right now. thn theres Beth who is my neighbor but can sometimes be really annoying and u just want her to go away she can be really clingy. then theres melinda, not like a clse friend but, a friend shes such a flirt though. She can be nice when shes not within like a 20 ft radius of a guy. ok, then theres guy friends. Danny, guy i think i might like. Ben, guy i liked last year. Ken, just another guy friend and Noah, another guy friend, he can be kinda anniying. Oh yea,another friend is Jillian shes really nice. ok, well thats all thats on my mind today... any advice on my guy confusion??

Blog nuber one...10-22-07

Ok, so i don't have much time for my first blog.. let me tell you about my self, im 13 ive never had a boyfriend... and i feel kinda desperate right now, im chinese with really strict parents and my life is ok at times, great at time, and bad at times. .....and guess what happened today?? .....nothing, today was just another day at school, like another boring day not one thing exciting every thing was so normal, well thats 75 percent of my life for ya! oh yea, and there are these two guys i think i like and im soooo confused about... w/e