spring break--more confusion

sooo. its spring break... there were like 6 ppl including myself at dannys house mon. and u know..it was kinda like..w.e. and then tues. there was a party at dannys house. and we played truth or dare. i he had to kiss me[[lips]] i had to straddle him and lick his neck[[weiiirrrddd]]. and then we were playing hide and seek in the dark and wen he found me and jess he was joking and sat on us. and then.....he kissed me. and during the next game like 6 ppl were all huddled in a corner and then somehow he ended up with his legs open and i was lying between them using his thigh as a pillow. and i sorta stil like him. and then at a party wed. nothing happened. ohh w.e. ik he sorta like me[[my firend found out]]. but he doesnt want to get back together...neither do i. ugh. idk. w.e. ill see wen we go back to school . i need to get over him.

i have no life whatsoever

so its spring break.and im at home. and i have absolutly nothing planned to do with friends or even anyone. jeeeez. i have noo life. im prolly gonna go see a movie with some friends. but thats about it.im gonna be soooo bored. i am bored.

back at the beginning--confusion

ugh. so idk if im over danny. i think i am. cuz recently hes changed sooo much. hes like a man whore now. i also think that im starting to like this other guy....brandon. we are in a lot of classes together,we sit right next to each other in four of them. im sorta friends with him. his lockers two away from mine. howeverhes popular and im not. so i probably do not have any chance whatsoever......wat am i to do?

COMPLICATIONS

i have no idea what to do. our group of friends is falling apart at the seams. everyone but two people hate sherry. everyone but two people hate these three bitchy girls that talk about our friends behind their backs and are kinda just bitches. everyone is sick of all the drama. danny is kinda sisding with the bitches in this thing. and everyone is sooo sick of all this DRAMA. i want it over. it needs to end. i dont even know wat is gong on anymore. i dont know wht to do. UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH. more later.

I HATE SHERRY

omfg
i found out that sherry was pretty much just sabatoging my relationship
telling danny that i didnt like him when i did and that i was gonna break up with him, that i was avoiding him.
ALL UNTRUE, but danny believed her cuz he thought we were friends
UGH
I HATE HER

blah

didnt kiss him. we broke up. he said were better as friends. i dont exactly agree but w/e. were gonna stay as friends. soo.. yea. w/e. i was really upset at first. now i dont really care. i sppose u could say i got over him. these past few days have been a major turn off for me. i liked him less and less every day. all my friends and i know that sherry was sabatoging our relationship and thats part of why we broke up. it was a mutual break up. more later. idk wat to say right now.

confusion

so., yesterday my friend told me that danny was gonna break up with me if i didnt kiss by friday him or something because he though that i didnt notice him and that he liked me soo much more than i like him. [not true] then i talked to my other friend and she said that he said that he thought i was too good for him, he thought that i wanted the relationship to go fast when he wanted to go slow [ i want to go slow, not fast] but he thought otherwise. apparently he likes me a lot. but he thinks that its going too slow... IDK!! im sooooooo confused. and this is my first relationship. and he says hes gonna give it two weeks.. i think he wants the relationship to speed up 9we havent kissed yet..). so we aka all my friends are going to a friends house friday. and i was planning on kissing him there even before i found out he wanted to break up with me for those reasons. and i realized i really want to kiss him. so im gonna try to do it tmr..... idk!!! im nervous tho!.. ive never kissed a guy before. and i feel like the guy is supposed to kiss the girl first. i feel weird wen its me doing it.. HELP!