confusion

so., yesterday my friend told me that danny was gonna break up with me if i didnt kiss by friday him or something because he though that i didnt notice him and that he liked me soo much more than i like him. [not true] then i talked to my other friend and she said that he said that he thought i was too good for him, he thought that i wanted the relationship to go fast when he wanted to go slow [ i want to go slow, not fast] but he thought otherwise. apparently he likes me a lot. but he thinks that its going too slow... IDK!! im sooooooo confused. and this is my first relationship. and he says hes gonna give it two weeks.. i think he wants the relationship to speed up 9we havent kissed yet..). so we aka all my friends are going to a friends house friday. and i was planning on kissing him there even before i found out he wanted to break up with me for those reasons. and i realized i really want to kiss him. so im gonna try to do it tmr..... idk!!! im nervous tho!.. ive never kissed a guy before. and i feel like the guy is supposed to kiss the girl first. i feel weird wen its me doing it.. HELP!