so i was on the swim team last year for my highschool (as a freshman) and i didnt go to club swimming (year round) because my grades werent too fantastic and i needed to focus on school. so over the summer my mom got me a membership to the Y so i could try to get back in shape for swim season.(since running is just NOT my thing. AT ALL) but now swimming is starting to turn into one of those things where my mom tries to force me to do it and so i rebel and i dont want to as much. she tries to force me to go to the Y and sometimes i just dont want to (like today, i didnt really feel like going and my foot was still slighty slwollen from a bee sting) and then she'll proceed to yell at me. I can tell its turning into one of those things. and i dont want it to. its like what happened with violin. i wish i could enjoy playing violin more, but because of my moms constant nagging and yelling and forcing me to practice. i hate it. what can i do to fix these two thing? (both the swimming and violin) and whats with parents who do this to their children? dont they realize that when they push children to do things the children just rebel? ugh.
i really need to stop my stupid celebrity obsessions. its ridiculously shallow and stupid. why cant i just live my own life and get over these other famous people? why does it matter so much to me? like tom felton, johnny depp and (idk if this really counts) but people who do mugglecast and smartmouths. i really do just want to meet all these people. but i find it so pathetic.
well. thats it.
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