...today, 10-23-07

wow....im bad at thinking of titles for my blog entries.....so today i went to a nursing home for this community service thing and yea.. we were put into 2 groups and i was seperated from my best friend and the guy i liked last yr but am confused about this year b/c i barely talk to him. I was in the same group as the guy i think i might start to like.... so im kinda confused bout both. But i guess its a good thing i was seperated from guy 1 cuz, i relaly need to get over him, hes popular and its not like anything is gonna happen between us. but, guy 2 is one of my friends. if he ever asked me out, i dont know if i would say yes because my friend went out with him last year and broke up with him. isnt that like a [girl] rule of life?? can't go out with ur friends ex's??ugh, my dad is such a stupid butt face (i would swear but are we allowed to on this blog thing?) I formatted an article for a maazine and he reformatted it and changed ALL of it and now it looks stupid and wont change it back, hes such a little baby. he acts like a little kid, always has to have his way even if his way is sooooo stupid. OK so, im gonna tell u bout my friends and stuff. My best friend, Sherry(not using real names) ive known her since 2nd grades shes also chinese so we have a lot im commen we do so much together. another friend, emily is the one that went out with guy 2 that i think im starting to like right now. thn theres Beth who is my neighbor but can sometimes be really annoying and u just want her to go away she can be really clingy. then theres melinda, not like a clse friend but, a friend shes such a flirt though. She can be nice when shes not within like a 20 ft radius of a guy. ok, then theres guy friends. Danny, guy i think i might like. Ben, guy i liked last year. Ken, just another guy friend and Noah, another guy friend, he can be kinda anniying. Oh yea,another friend is Jillian shes really nice. ok, well thats all thats on my mind today... any advice on my guy confusion??